Ice Blue Longing!

Enchanted Fantasy-Love For Always

Sat, 06 Apr 2013 22:11:40 -0400

“You must hate me. I wouldn’t blame you if you did.” Blue finally told him after a long silence.

No, Matthias thought. He could never hate this man, no matter what he did, somehow knowing that it wasn’t his fault. Blue probably couldn’t help but blame himself, lost in his own thoughts since they’d left the club. He had wanted to reassure the blonde, but was afraid to push until he was ready, understanding too well how it felt to hurt so deeply.

He almost didn’t need to know everything. It was written in Blue and his father’s eyes, their deep devotion to each other, the underlying love they felt inside, the pain they felt hurting each other. Matthias felt their family connection to each other as if he were one of them, their stubbornness, their strength of will…

He wanted to take Blue’s pain away, to reassure him that everything would be okay, that he didn’t hate him at all, that he never could…

Blue turned to face the brunette as he suddenly reached out to halt his steps on the street as they were walked home, unable to meet his eyes.

“No, Blue. I don’t hate you. I never could. I understand why you didn’t tell me. You weren’t obligated to, anyway. We barely know each other after all.” Matthias told him.

Blue nodded. “That’s true, but the fact that I was never honest with you, after what we’ve shared…you deserved better than the way he regarded you back there.” Blue said shamefully.

Matthias pulled him closer then, Blue’s fingers warm within his own. There was a softness in his face as he looked upon Matthias, a desire to be needed that the brunette shared.

Matthias laughed nervously. “I’m used to not being someone that everyone likes, Blue. I’m okay with that. Your feelings are the ones I care about.” he told him.

Blue stared at him then. “Matthias…” he whispered.

Matthias kissed him then, a brief meeting of the lips that took his breath away, that made him want so much more from this man, needing it almost, returning the kiss as if he were feverish, pulling the brunette into his embrace.

It was as consuming as always, their kiss, as if nothing else existed except for the two of them. It wasn’t until this very moment that Blue fully appreciated everything about Matthias, the softness of his dark hair in between his fingers, the leanness of his back, the curve of his waist, the way he kissed as if he wanted to consume him, how Blue felt helpless to resist, how all he wanted was to be in this man’s arms forever…

“Matthias….I’m afraid. It’s hard to admit even to myself, but yes, I’m terrified to the core of my being. I have done terrible things in the name of this family that I’m ashamed of, things that I believed were just because I never considered questioning it until now.” Blue told him.

Matthias stared at him then, nodding silently, knowing that it was important for Blue to say these things to him.

“I’m afraid because I know what’s expected of me, what my father wants from me. He wants me to continue his legacy, to lead after he’s gone, and I…don’t want that life. I never did. I want different things for myself than that, and I’m afraid what its going to cost me.” Blue confessed.

Matthias nodded again, understanding Blue’s worst fear, even if he couldn’t speak the words. He was afraid that his father would try to harm him, to treat him as expendable just like the rest, his own flesh and blood. And this…this was a pain he wasn’t sure even he could heal…

Blue stared at him, fear and trepidation in his eyes, a hope that Matthias did not pity him, but rather that he understood what he was going through, and that perhaps still cared for him despite that…

“Blue…will you come home with me? Just for tonight? It doesn’t have to mean anything, or it can mean everything if you want. I just want to be with you.” Matthias told him.

Blue sighed, grateful. “There’s nothing in this world that I want more, Matthias.” he told him.

Even though the night had a chill in the air, Blue’s hand in his as they walked back to his modest chateau was more than enough, his room welcoming as they arrived, the two men clinging to each other in their need once the door closed.

Matthias barely registered the solidness of the wood against his back compared to the weight of the blonde in his embrace, their mouths hungry and yielding to each other’s. it was if the buttons on their shirts were a hindrance to their urgency, the need to touch each others skin like a hunger almost.

Blue knew. He knew it had never been like this, had never been like this with anyone ever, this slow, undying passion he felt towards this man, needing to hear his cries as if they were a song, needing his touch as if he were starved for it.

He needed this man desperately, needed everything he had to offer and more, he needed his hot, wet mouth, his persistent touch, hearing his own moans echo within the depths of him, the brunette’s body and soul feeling as if it were home.

The way that Matthias looked at him, it was as if he understood completely, the way they fell into each others arms onto Matthias’ bed, the brunette’s fingers delving into his hair to pull him close, to kiss him once again, hands exploring as they kissed each other without end, their mouths languid beneath each others touch, their eyes meeting as they gazed upon each other.

It was if his pain no longer existed, as if just being in this man’s arms had cured him of his ache, Blue needing desperately to taste of him, of the salty sweet taste of his skin, his soft, warm stomach, the sweetness of his narrow hips as their eyes met once again, Matthias watching him with fondness and complete trust in his eyes.

“Please, please, Blue, I need you. I need you more than you know…” Matthias told him quietly.

Blue smiled then, pinning Matthias beneath him, their fingers intertwined, their sleek, warm bodies with no barriers left between, as if they were one. Blue kissed him once again, soundly, Matthias melting into him completely.

Blue nodded then, taking everything Matthias was willing to offer, the brunette his for his taking, for always…

Enchanted Fantasy-Blue's Father

Sat, 06 Apr 2013 18:15:18 -0400

Matthias’ eyes widened as the older man in question walked into the room, commanding it with his mere presence.

“Hello, Blue. I would have to agree with your friend, that you sounded as perfect as you always do just now. Yet somehow whenever I show up at the club to work, I always manage to leave my trash at home. It’s a shame really.” he said in a pitiful tone.

Blue narrowed his eyes then, at his fathers remark, noticing Matthias choke slightly, yet recover quickly.

“Please forgive me if I’m intruding, sir. Your son invited me.” he said quickly.

Monsieur Fantaisie nodded. “Perhaps we should all speak privately.” he said to them both.

Blue nodded, understanding completely, unwilling to defy the man who was staring at Matthias with an undiscernable look on his face…

“Surely you must be joking, Blue? You really believe that I would offer a job to this man? You should know me better by now, son. This sickly young man has no place in the syndicate!” Blue’s father told him sternly.

Matthias stiffened. Everything made sense now and he wasn’t sure what to think of it. It didn’t change his feelings for Blue, not even remotely. He understood that this was the family that Blue was born into, a crime syndicate family, the name Renfle had spoken the night before Blue’s true legacy.

It did frighten him, though. He couldn’t imagine that Blue could be involved with such things, the kind, gentle spirit he had come to know, his Blue Devon, not this Enchante’ Fantaisie he barely knew.

He could barely even meet the blonde’s eyes, seeing the turmoil there, knowing that he hasn’t told Matthias everything, that he hadn’t wanted to. Matthias didn’t blame him. It was easy to understand, being torn between obligation to family and wanting to be someone else entirely.

“He’s not sickly, Father, and I resent you being so vile towards him. He’s a diabetic. It’s a medical condition.” Blue told him.

Monsieur Fantaisie’s eyebrows at Blue’s tone. “Yes, I’m well aware of what diabetes is, Blue, and I won’t tolerate you using that tone with me…so, your name is Matthias? Blue has told me very little about you.” he said, addressing the brunette.

Matthias nodded. “Yes. Forgive me for not introducing myself. My name is Matthias Sherry. Blue and I haven’t known each other very long, but I can tell he has a good heart.” he told him.

Monsieur Fantaisie shook his head reluctantly, narrowing his eyes at Blue. “I would say its a pleasure, young Matthias, but from what I can see, I think you and Blue need to talk about some things before you grace these doors once again. I will assume we have an understanding, Blue?” he said firmly.

At that moment, in Club Fantasy’s immaculate office where he sat nearby the two men, one he cared for very much, the other very much a stranger, Matthias knew better than to utter a word. This was Blue’s moment and he wasn’t about to interfere, knowing somehow things were about to change for all of them forever…

Enchanted Fantasy-Love's Bonds

Sat, 30 Mar 2013 21:42:10 -0400

As flattered as he was, Matthias simply couldn’t allow Blue to go through all the trouble of making chateubriand just for him.

“You’ve done so much for me already, Blue. The pot au feu the cooks are preparing for tonight will be enough.” he told him.

Blue nodded, almost grateful for his refusal, considering that he still had sound check for his performance later, and the fact that his father would question him about Matthias. Yet he still needed to give the frail brunette his medication, coaxing him into his dressing room and locking the door.

There seemed to be an almost desperate hunger in the blonde’s eyes as he made Matthias comfortable on the settee nearby, the brunette deciding where he wanted the needle.

Somehow he understood Blue’s need, his body temperature rising as he loosened his dress pants to allow Blue to administer the medicine to the top of his hip.

“Matthias…you’re blushing. Are you alright?” Blue asked him.

Matthias laughed nervously as Blue smiled at him. “It’s just that…I was remembering being with you last night, and I’ve never felt like that with anyone before…all I can think about is how much I need you to kiss me, how much I need you to touch me, Blue.” he breathed out.

Blue smiled again. “Where do you want me to touch you?” he asked him.

Matthias found that his words failed him, as Blue seemed to just know what he needed, caressing his hands against the loosened material at Matthias’ waist, the blonde’s mouth a whisper away from his, his breath tickling his skin.

His kiss…oh gods his kiss…it was like everything perfect that had ever existed, Matthias groaning helplessly as Blue combined that with his firm touch, the brunette a willing victim to Blue’s desire for him.

“Please, Blue, please…” he cried, as the blonde parted from him, to relieve him of the offending material, his mouth soft and warm against his most fervent ache.

Pleasure like this…could easily turn him into a religious man, his fingers clutching Blue’s soft blonde hair, their shared sighs almost like an echo.

“Oh Blue…oh please, please kiss me once again…” Matthias pleaded, nearly overcome as Blue plundered the brunette’s mouth with abandon, finding no barriers between them as he clung to the blonde desperately, the two men losing themselves completely to each other…

Blue had left his side reluctantly after that, asking the nightclub cooks if they would see to getting Matthias something to eat, leaving him a searing kiss so as to not forget him.

As if he could…Matthias feared even the thought of losing this man, this beautiful blonde that had stolen his heart and made him feel such wonderful, blissful things. Even being in Blue’s presence felt like he had been invited to paradise, their intimacy like experiencing heaven itself.

Watching Blue as he ran through his sound check onstage, Matthias suddenly couldn’t help but notice how different Club Fantasy seemed.

It was if that night with that street musician had never even happened, the club beautiful once again in its splendor, Blue’s mere presence making the place radiant beyond measure…

“How is the food?” Blue asked him, startling Matthias out of his daydream.

Matthias smiled. “It’s good, thank you. You sound good too. Your voice is amazing.” he told him.

To his surprise, Blue actually blushed bright crimson. “Thank you, Matthias. That means a lot. I have someone I’d like to introduce you to, whenever you’re ready.” he told him from the stage.

Matthias nodded, finishing his drink and wiping his mouth and hands with his napkin. “Oh? Who is that?” he asked him.

Blue nodded, his eyes noticing the man in question in the back of the room. “My father.” he said.

Enchanted Fantasy-As Beautiful As Ever...

Sat, 09 Mar 2013 21:54:54 -0500

He wasn’t used to having a nice, warm body to curl up to at night. It wasn’t as if he was the type to sleep around, after all, despite his reputation.

Blue hadn’t saved himself for that right person, definitely not, but it seemed as though the right person had been saved for him.

Matthias was perfect, he literally could find no flaws about him. His prone sleeping form was just so angelic, his unclothed body only just barely covered by Blue’s flimsy sheets, his skin pale yet soft.

He knew he would have to wake the brunette soon, feed him enough that he could give him his medicine without concerns. He even considered taking him to work with him, allowing his lover to partake of the club’s delicacies.

He knew exactly what his father would think of Matthias. He really only cared about what happened in Blue’s life as it pertained to his own, tolerating his love of performing and other interests as long as they weren’t distractions.

Blue understood his obligations to his family and the syndicate, even if he didn’t agree with it, happy that Matthias was indeed a delightful distraction from all of that.

He just wanted to go back to bed, curl his body back into Matthias’, and live out his days in the brunette’s soothing embrace, smoothing his hands across Matthias’ exposed flesh, unwilling to resist doing so.

“I hope you know I could get used to this too easily, Blue, being awakened by my lover’s touch…all I’m missing is a lingering kiss…” Matthias told him with a smile.

“There’s nothing I want more, other than you always.” Blue told him with a soft voice.

Matthias sat up to meet him halfway, his arms encircling Blue’s shoulders as the blonde caught and held him close, the two men sharing a deep, intimate kiss.

“Are you hungry?” Blue asked him, once they parted from their kiss.

Matthias smiled softly. “Only for you.” he told him.

Blue laughed, making his lover laugh as he buried his head in the brunette’s neck, kissing him there. “Such lovely sentiment…but you need to eat something, right? Before you take your medication? Why don’t you come to work with me? I can have the club’s cooks make something special for you.” Blue told him.

Matthias nodded. “I would love to. Do I have enough time to take a shower?” he asked.

Blue smiled. “Yes. I’d join you, but we’d never leave for work then and as much as I would love to, my father would never forgive me.” he told him.

Matthias nodded, understanding completely, pulling Blue in for one last kiss before leaving his side to get ready for the day. Blue shook his head, bewildered as always in a good way at how much he enjoyed their every stolen moment, not allowing his concerns over Matthias meeting his father to overwhelm him…

Enchanted Fantasy-Never The Same...

Wed, 17 Oct 2012 23:55:01 -0400

Matthias shivered. He wasn’t sure if he would be able to bear Blue touching him the way he did, his hands’ movements as sensual as his kiss was. He knew it would be angonizingly slow, like a whisper almost, against his needy skin, Blue unable to control the urge to lave with his mouth where his hands had been.

He mustn’t know how much I want him, or see the tears in my eyes, Matthias thought, his physical ache indeed that fierce.

He knew that he couldn’t have resisted even if he wanted to.

Because there was nothing even remotely subtle about Blue, period.

Every move, every touch, every kiss, everything about Blue’s seduction of him…Matthias couldn’t help but shudder helplessly as the blonde relieved him of his button down shirt, one button at a time, at a maddeningly slow, sultry pace.

His skin felt incredibly hot, his breath shaky as he felt Blue’s mouth just below his ear, nuzzling his throat, tasting the brunette’s skin with his tongue before applying the oil soon after.

“I want you so badly, Matthias…I think you can tell how much, yes? I hope you’ll forgive me for being torn between wanting to make slow, passionate love to you and ravishing you until always.” Blue purred in his ear.

Matthias bit back a moan. “Kiss me please, Blue. Just for a moment.” he pleaded.

Blue smiled as he turned Matthias to face him, his eyes softening as he reached out to touch his face gently, capturing his lips with his own.

Matthias allowed Blue to deepen the kiss immediately, needing him desperately, each of their hands exploring each other’s bodies as they lost themselves in each other.

Blue held him as if he were precious, as if he meant everything to him, yet took complete and utter control of their kiss, their quickly shed clothing only a hindrance.

Renfle’s gift had indeed been a wicked excuse to touch, but the two men needed no prompting, marveling at the feel of each other’s naked flesh, fingers delving into the soft curves of backs and beyond, strong, masculine thighs, all warmth and lean muscle, knowing somehow as Blue held Matthias’ hands down beneath his, the two of them entwined in each other’s arms in his bed, that something in both of them had changed, something amazing, their eyes only on each other, something life changing…

Story concept-I Will Fight For You

Wed, 03 Oct 2012 18:04:22 -0400

Title- I Will Fight For You

The story of Ethan forrester a cursed healer the victim of a phophesy that says that whoever he kisses if they are not his true love they will die and if he does find the one meant for him and he kisses them he will die.

And Charles LeRange, the inexperienced prince of a kingdom that decides to protect Ethan no matter what the cost

Set in the medieval times. Features the centuries old witch Althina she who cursed Ethan for reasons of her own…

Story concept-Tortured Soul!

Wed, 03 Oct 2012 18:03:07 -0400

Tortured Soul!

Ethan Forrester-30 year old corporate lawyer who gave up his dream of being an artist long ago

Charles LeRange-dance instructor at Cache, a dance studio

Katt Debonair-dance instructor at Cache and Charles’ best friend

Jean Chase-CEO of his own company, hopelessly smitten over a 19 year old male stripper

Jade Weiss-dance instructor at Cache, part time male stripper

Piero Georges-owner of the strip club, smitten with Jade.

Keyes Cache-owner of the dance studio, Jade’s best friend and roommate.

Enchanted Fantasy-An Intimate Touch!

Sat, 29 Sep 2012 20:59:51 -0400

This is what Matthias had been waiting for all night, this perfect kiss, the one where it felt as though the music had stopped even though they were still dancing, the one that took his breath away even though he felt as though he was breathing to begin with.

It was like time had stopped, and he and Blue were the only ones in existence, the kiss between them just so perfect and right. It was as if fate demanded that he reach up and grab a handful of Blue’s soft blonde hair, as if he might escape otherwise.

But the blonde harbored no such desire he hoped, as into the kiss as he was, deepening the kiss between them with a sharp groan, unwilling even to part for a second.

Matthias felt himself become slightly lightheaded as the two men kissed each other senseless, Blue’s hands caressing his back, pulling him close for a sweet embrace as they finally parted.

“I hope you’ll forgive me, Matthias. I’m not sure I could ever get enough of you. I’ve never wanted someone so much in my life.” Blue groaned out.

Matthias bit his lower lip to keep from groaning himself, his lungs and chest heaving, his body heated and sure. “Perhaps we should try out the gift that Renfle gave us? As a way to cool our ardor for each other, focus more on pleasing each other?” he asked Blue.

Matthias smiled as Blue stroked his cheek sweetly. “I do like the way you think, so I guess I will let you go first.” Blue told him.

Matthias nodded, agreeing completely, hoping he could maintain his self control touching this beautiful man. Sitting down on Blue’s chateau floor, Blue allowed Matthias to undress him to the waist, the brunette enjoying how luminous Blue’s skin looked in the moonlight streaming in through the windows.

Pouring a small amount of the oil into his hands and warming it for a moment, Matthias started by stroking his fingers across the back of Blue’s neck to his shoulders. The blonde relaxed into the brunette’s touch with a sigh, laughing softly as Matthias pressed a kiss to his hairline.

“That feels amazing…please don’t be shy, Matthias. Please touch me wherever you like. I want you to.” Blue told him.

Matthias’ eyes darkened. “Where do you want me to touch you? You can tell me.” he teased back.

Blue couldn’t help but smile as the brunette continued his massage, knowing exactly how much oil to use and where to use it, his touch stimulating and very, very arousing.

“I can show you instead…” Blue said, reaching for Matthias’ hands.

The brunette allowed Blue to run his hands across the blonde’s lean chest down to his flat stomach, coming to rest at his waist. Threading their fingers together, he felt Matthias’ breath catch as they unbuttoned Blue’s dress pants, the zipper next as he showed Matthias exactly what he needed beneath the loosened material.

“Oh gods, Blue…you’re so warm, it’s almost unbearable. I can’t even find words…” Matthias gasped out, utterly lost.

Blue flushed hot from the intimacy of the contact, moaning helplessly. “Oh please yes…let me touch you now before I lose my mind completely…please…” Blue gritted out.

Enchanted Fantasy-Desperation...

Mon, 24 Sep 2012 00:18:51 -0400

Spellbound.

It was the most fitting description he could think of to express what Blue made him feel, his voice, his looks, his presence, his everything…even the touch of his hands made Matthias feel almost tentative, when he and Blue left the club a few hours later, Renfle presenting them with a gift as his thanks for their performance.

“It’s a massage oil that I made myself. I hope you’ll like it. It’s very exotic and spicy, I made it with ginger, myrrh, jasmine and cardamom.” he told them with a smile.

Blue had thanked his old friend, parting with an embrace, offering his hand once again to his paramour.
Even though Renfle had been right to assume that they would indeed appreciate his gift, Matthias couldn’t help but blush at the possibilities.

He had already seen Blue almost completely undressed and the thought of caressing his skin with that oil, subtle hints lingering against his warm flesh…it was far too arousing to consider.

“It always seems to take forever to return home. I feel restless for some reason.” Blue bemoaned the fates.

Matthias understood completely. He felt on edge and excited, not sure what was going to happen, but not wanting to be anywhere else. Especially when Blue smiled and pressed a kiss against the back of their joined hands.

“I’ve always wanted to make love outside underneath the stars…you would look so glorious with the moonlight glistening off your naked skin, Matthias.” Blue told him.

Matthias blushed furiously. “Blue…you shouldn’t say such things.” he mocked chastised him.

Blue laughed. “And to think that’s probably the most modest thought in my head right now. I hope you will forgive me my hopeless desire for you.” he said.

Matthias nodded, squeezing the blonde’s hand with a smile. He too was contemplating what was to come, willing to follow wherever Blue was to lead.

Parting as they arrived at Blue’s chateau, the blonde politely held the door open for his dinner companion, watching him as he took off his dinner jacket and laid it gently down on one of Blue’s chairs.

Blue smiled and did the same, unbuttoning his dress shirt to get more comfortable, now that they were alone, slight awkwardness was setting in.

“Come here, please? I’d really like to kiss you again, if you wouldn’t mind?” Blue asked the brunette, beckoning him closer.

Matthias smiled as he took Blue’s offered hands to pull him close, the blonde resting them at Matthias’ waist. “Why do you hesitate? I can’t imagine you being nervous.” Matthias teased him.

Blue smiled. “I’m savoring the moment, before I lose my mind completely and ravish you for days. I’m not sure how much self control I have when it comes to you.” he told him.

Matthias smiled. “Please, please kiss me, Blue. I’m not sure I can wait anymore.” he sighed.

Blue smiled, making Matthias sigh as he skimmed his fingers against the brunette’s mouth. “Oh, but waiting only intensifies desire, don’t you know? Perhaps I should sing to you and see how much you really need me…lips so soft and moist, and tender to the touch, how he lingers for a kiss…” Blue began to sing.

Matthias could feel himself begin to shake a little, partly in anticipation, Blue’s voice like heaven so very, very close to him. Then he felt Blue’s breath mingle with his, his song lost in the moment…

Enchanted Fantasy- Captive Audience

Wed, 19 Sep 2012 21:48:00 -0400

His mother had always told him that once a man revealed all the sides of himself to someone, that was when you knew whether or not you were meant to be.

Matthias had always believed that, even though he had never experienced it until now.

He had always worried that he’d be disappointed once this happened, afraid that he’d see something in someone that he just couldn’t tolerate.

Blue Devon was none of these things.

Even though he had yet to see him angry, all of his other wonderful qualities would certainly overshadow that. He imagined that Blue would be fiercely sexy and protective, like he was when he tended to him.

He could see that Blue was loyal and friendly, and that people cared about him, that he had made an impact on people’s lives. Even though I barely know the man, Matthias thought, I already feel as though he’s a part of me, and maybe he might feel the same way…

“Are you nervous?” Blue asked him, carefully adjusting the minutiae details of Matthias’ costume with a smile.

Matthias blushed furiously. “Not really. I’m actually really excited. This will be my first time performing in front of such a huge crowd. It’s almost overwhelming.” he laughed.

Blue’s eyes softened. “Come here.” he told him, enveloping the brunette into his embrace.

Was this real, was Blue’s heart really racing just as fast as my own, Matthias wondered. The blonde seemed so cool, calm and collected. It was truly hard to believe that he might be nervous too…

“We’re going to go out there and do this together, you and me. I believe in us, Matthias. I really do.” Blue told him.

Matthias nodded with a smile, taking Blue’s hand in his as they parted, waiting for Renfle to announce them.

“Welcome ladies and gentlemen to Club Absolue! It is a pleasure to have you with us tonight! Unfortunately our regular act will not be able to perform tonight, but we are actually in luck! We have the debut of a fantastic new duet act that I just know you’ll want to hear! Please allow me to welcome…Blue Sherry!” Renfle shouted.

“Did he call us Blue Sherry?” Matthias whispered.

Blue smiled. “I think so. I like it. Come on, we’re on.” he told him, the two of them taking the stage.

“You call me courageous, but I’m really, really not, I’m afraid that you’ll condemn me for what I feel inside…” Blue sang, leading Matthias into the song.

Matthias couldn’t imagine anyone condemning this gorgeous man and his amazing voice, hoping that he could even begin to do this song justice beside him…

“You are like an angel to me, blissful and free, and idioms and knowledge don’t mean a thing…” Matthias sang.

Blue was awestruck. This man could command much bigger audiences than this, even he himself paled in comparison…where had he been hiding this voice, he wondered…

“When I’m entangled in your sweet mystery, and I dare not escape…you bring such beauty to my heart…” Blue sang.

Such heartfelt emotion…it almost brought tears to his eyes. Matthias felt as though he could easily succumb if it hadn’t been for Blue captivating him completely…

“I cannot bear for us to part, so forgive me my sins, if I promise to be a better man…” Matthias sang.

Blue couldn’t fathom of this man before him committing any unforgivable sin, unless it was to break another’s heart just with his voice alone…

“I promise I’m not bragging when I say I need you to breathe…” Blue sang, taking Matthias’ hands in his.

Matthias smiled as he accepted, not wanting to be anywhere else.
“Because even though I’m afraid of your sweet mystery…I’m certain that we can solve this together as one…” Matthias sang…

Enchanted Fantasy-Sweet Temptation

Thu, 13 Sep 2012 19:39:08 -0400

Blue appreciated that Renfle was going through so much trouble to make a special meal for him and Matthias. The cheerful club owner had made all his specialities, a moderately sized nicoise salad that was just big enough to share, with mineral water in place of wine, with a decandent chocolate mousse for dessert.

“I hope you like the menu I prepared. I thought you would like something light, hence the mineral water and salad, to fully appreciate the dessert that I made myself.” Renfle told the pair.

Matthias smiled. “It all looks wonderful, Renfle. Thank you.” he said.

Blue nodded, agreeing completely.
“Yes, thank you. So, where is your entertainment tonight? It’s unusual to only see the band performing.” he told Renfle.

Renfle laughed nervously. “Thats the problem with hiring fifteen year olds I guess, that they’re not very reliable. I only hired Rain and Lauren as a favor to Rain’s adoptive father.” he sighed.

Blue knew that Renfle’s compliant was genuine if he was making one. He very rarely harbored any negativity at anyone. He was familiar with Renfle’s resident drag performer Rain and his costume designer Lauren, but he had never met either of them.

Renfle sighed. “Please forgive me. I’m just not accustomed to losing my main act at the last minute. I don’t have the fortune to have the talent that Club Fantasy offers.” he said with a laugh.

Blue smiled at him. “You flatter me, Renfle, truly. Perhaps Matthias and I could fill in for a song if my handsome companion wouldn’t mind singing with me?” Blue asked him.

Matthias smiled. “I would be honored to sing with you, Blue.” he said.

Renfle clapped happily. “Wonderful! You don’t have to go on for at least an hour, so please, the two of you, relax and enjoy your meal, and thank you.” he told them.

Matthias suddenly found that he could not find his voice. He couldn’t believe that this man he barely knew, whom he had practically just met, was treating someone like him in such a way.

Why would he want to sing with me, he wondered. Certainly I have a decent singing voice, but this Blue…he actually headlined at his own family’s club, he thought.
There was no way he could match up to that.

And their meal, which Renfle’s waiters were personally serving themselves…was he truly worthy of this gorgeous man’s attentions, he wondered.

“I hope you’ll forgive me for starting without you, but would you like to try the tuna? It’s delicious.” Blue told them, holding out his fork to the brunette.

Matthias’ eyes widened, nodding as he accepted Blue’s offer, the blonde watching him intently as he did so.
“You’re right. That is very good. Thank you Blue.” Matthias said with a blush.

Blue smiled as he moved his chair closer to his date, so that he could rest a hand on his thigh. “You’re welcome. I hope my touch isn’t too distracting. You don’t mind, do you?” he asked him.

Matthias blushed furiously. “No. I don’t mind. The food here really is delicious.” he said with a smile.

Matthias shuddered as Blue drew close to him, his caress delicate as he nuzzled the brunette’s neck. “As much as I’m enjoying our meal, it just makes the anticipation to be alone with you that much sweeter.” he whispered.

Matthias stifled a groan. “I want that more than you know. I’d kiss you right now, but…” he began.

Blue smiled. “Believe me, I know…after all we still have our performance, and dessert to look forward to.” he said softly.

If we even make it to dessert, Matthias thought, not complaining at all. While he was sure that the sweet chocolate was delectable, it was Blue that served as more of a distraction, his hand firm on the brunette’s thigh as they ate, pausing now and then between bites to kiss just behind Matthias’ ear, causing him to laugh nervously.

“Blue, that tickles.” he laughed.

“You taste better than our salad, and it’s probably the best I’ve ever had. I have to admit, I desperately want to kiss you again, Matthias. You are far too tempting.” Blue whispered.

Matthias stared at Blue then, the moment broken only by the waiters taking their salad plates, and replacing them with elegant servings of their dessert.

“My turn. Taste this, Blue?” Matthias asked, offering a spoonful of their dessert to the blonde.

Blue nodded, taking the brunette’s offering, savoring it slowly as he met Matthias’ eyes with his own.
“It’s wonderful, but I think it’s missing something. Let’s see.” Blue thought out loud, as he got another spoonful of the creamy dessert.

Offering the spoon to Matthias, Blue watched as he accepted, wasting no time as he closed the space between them to finally taste the brunette’s mouth once again.

Oh yes, nothing could compare to this, to the salty, sweet taste of him, how it mingled so nicely with the sleekness of the chocolate, the blonde wanting so badly to just devour the other man.

Parting to catch their breaths, Matthias stared at Blue breathlessly, wanting yet another taste, needing it almost, more than he wanted air.

“As much as I would love to just kiss you senseless right now, I believe it’s almost time for our performance. Do you know the song Sweet Mystery by Lord and Lady Jasmine Debonair?” Blue asked him.

Matthias nodded. “That’s one of my favorite songs. I would love to sing that with you.” he told him.

Blue smiled then, as he stood and offered his hand to Matthias.
“Then I am the one that is honored. Join me?” he asked.

Matthias nodded, taking Blue’s hand with a smile. “Yes.” he replied…

A preview for a new upcoming gay fiction- Tortured Soul

Sun, 02 Sep 2012 10:18:50 -0400

He made me promise. Don’t be an artist, my father had told me before he died, you’ll never make anything of yourself that way. Study to become a lawyer or something useful like that.

And just like that my dreams were shattered and I did, I became a corporate attorney, abandoning what I thought would be my life’s ambition for ages.

But what of my childhood home and all the secrets it held, all the desires that had gone fulfilled? I hadn’t even thought about any of it until I met him.
I spilled his coffee and he wasn’t even angry, just surprised. I had never seen anyone that looked like him before, young and lithe with a sleek dancer’s body, messy dark curly hair erupting everywhere. And those eyes…gods.

My boss, the CEO of the company, had had a similar experience at the company softball game, encountering a rather cheeky lad, as he called him, who was filling in for another that day.

Somehow meeting these two men, my boss Jean and myself knew that something had changed in both of us, something neither of us quite understood…

My name is Ethan Forrester by the way, and this is my story.

Enchanted Fantasy- No Need For Air

Mon, 20 Aug 2012 22:33:29 -0400

It had seemed for just for a moment that a heavy cloud had settled over Blue’s features when Renfle had called him by that unfamiliar name. Perhaps Devon was his stage name, what he went by normally, the other a longer version of the word Fantasy…

Fantasy…as in the club where he and that street musician had met, the man whose name he didn’t want to remember…was that the club Blue sang at, he wondered.

It didn’t really matter. He wanted nothing more than to make this troubled soul happy, even if it was fleeting, even if he knew so very little about him.

Looking into Blue’s gorgeous eyes and seeing the way his whole face lit up when he smiled made everything else unimportant in comparison.

He hated that he was so shy when getting to know someone, that he was enjoying the feeling of Blue’s hands stroking his across the table, neither of them exactly sure what to say.

It was different, he guessed, facing each other in a crowded nightclub than it had been the night before and even that morning, when they’d both still been influenced by the spirits. It was hard to believe that this shy, tentative creature was the same man who had kissed him with such abandon, who had caressed his bare flesh and had arched against him with sharp moans…

“You’re blushing.” Blue said with a smile, utterly smitten.

“I’m…I’m sorry. Please forgive me. This is just new for me, that’s all.” Matthias stammered out.

Blue laughed softly. “Don’t worry. I’m as nervous as you are, maybe more so. Do you want to feel my heart beat? Here.” Blue said.

Matthias’ eyes widened as Blue pressed the brunette’s hand beneath his collarbone, just underneath his slightly unbuttoned shirt. He could indeed feel Blue’s heartbeat, rhymic and true, and it made him almost melt right there.

It seemed Blue was just as affected, his breath short and quick, pulling Matthias to his feet, as he took the brunette’s hands in his and kissed them tenderly.

“Would you do me the pleasure of a dance until Renfle returns with the meal he’s prepared for us?” Blue asked him.

Matthias smiled. “I would love to.” he said.

The two men shared a smile between them as Blue led them onto the dance floor, the blonde’s hands coming to rest on his waist as Matthias rested one of his own on Blue’s shoulder and the other on his upper arm.

Slightly awkward but with a smile, the two men allowed the music to guide them, to assist them in swaying together on the dance floor, Blue’s hands seeming to know exactly how to allow them to lose themselves, the candlelit darkness illuminating their way to each other, fingers reaching for more intimate contact, eyes meeting with quiet uncertainty…

“Would you be offended if I kissed you?” Blue asked him.

“I might be offended if you don’t.” Matthias teased him.

Blue laughed once again. “I might not be able to stop if I do though.” he whispered.

Matthias shuddered. “I might not want you to.” he whispered right back.

Emboldened by the brunette’s breathless claim, Blue surged forward gently to claim Matthias’ mouth in an amazingly passionate kiss.

It was nothing short of spectacular, this kiss, Blue allowing him no resistance to the consuming desire between them, even as gentle and tender as his mouth felt upon his own. He wanted nothing more than to allow the blonde to deepen the kiss between them, making his head swim as they held each other close on the dance floor.

Were there still other people around them, Matthias wondered. He wasn’t even sure anymore. He was only aware of Blue, of his closeness, his smell, his kiss, his hands drawing him close as he robbed him of his living breath, almost literally, willing him to do so with abandon…it would almost be a kindness to die of such pleasure, Blue’s hands firm against the small of his back, yet gentle as they came up to caress his face and neck as they parted…

“You are a splendid dancer, Matthias, and that kiss…I have no words, truly…” Blue breathed out.

Matthias panted heavily, sharing Blue’s smile as they rested their foreheads against one another’s.

“I would have to agree completely. Perhaps we should return to our table, since it seems as though our meal is ready.” Matthias said.

Blue smiled. “And maybe because the music ended during that amazing kiss?” he asked.

Matthias laughed. “I would guess so.” he said with a blush, taking Blue’s hand in his as they made their way back to their table…

KRAZYKATT!

Sat, 18 Aug 2012 18:14:28 -0400

Hey! If you’ve been trying to reach me I left my phone and it’s charger at home like a big dummy-DOH!

And my WIFI might be wonky too but you can leave me messages and I’ll get them eventually!

Lotsa love from me!

Enchanted Fantasy-Club Absolue

Wed, 15 Aug 2012 23:22:14 -0400

He couldn’t remember the last time he’d walked down the street with someone, much less holding hands. It felt natural somehow, like they belonged to one another, he and Blue making their way to the club, hand in hand. Being with Blue made him feel young and carefree, the blonde’s smile like blessed sunshine even in the darkness.

It genuinely felt as though he were seeing the world for the first time all over again, seeing it through Blue’s eyes and his own, not wanting to miss a thing. Blue seemed as enthusiastic as he was, the two of them talking amongst themselves about the weather and the scenery, their smiles nervous but sincere.

He could feel his own heart racing every time Blue squeezed his hand, wondering if the blonde felt the same. It was hard to imagine Blue being nervous about anything.
He just seemed so confident and self assured and Matthias couldn’t help but sigh as he thought of that, Blue stopping them as they arrived at their destination.

“Blue Devon, you lucky bastard! You always arrive with the most gorgeous men! He’s lovely…what’s your name, sweetheart?” a voice greeted him and Blue.

Blue glared at the newcomer, not really meaning it. He was certainly attractive in his own right, a tall, slender black man, whose smile lit up the street as much as the many lights nearby.

“Please forgive my friend for his poor manners…Matthias, this is my friend, Renfle Ave, the owner of this club. Renfle, this is Matthias.” Blue told him.

Matthias blushed furiously.
“It’s a pleasure to meet you.” he said politely.

Renfle smiled. “The pleasure is all mine, darling! I am so very glad you decided to accept my invitation, Blue! Please don’t ever think that I would call Blue a de’vergondee, but…it does seem like all the beautiful men flock to him when he’s here, like they’re in awe of his beauty…like the way you look at him….” Renfle teased.

Blue sighed. “If you weren’t such an old friend of the family, I think I would find you intolerable, Renfle, truly.” he told him.

Renfle mock gasped at the blonde.
“You wound me, love! Let me make up for offending you by offering you and your future lover my most romantic meal on the house, made by me personally.” he said.

Matthias smiled. ” That sounds wonderful. Thank you.” he told
Renfle.

Renfle laughed. “Oh Blue, he’s a keeper! So alluring…come along, boys! My waiters will show you to your table! Best table in the house for Monseuir Fantaisie and guest!” Renfle shouted.

Blue stiffened. He didn’t know if Matthias was aware of his family name but the brunette seemed unfazed, even if Renfle’s announcement seemed to turn a few heads their way.

Blue sighed. It wasn’t that much of a secret and he knew Renfle was trying to show him the proper respect, but he wasnt his father and he didn’t want to be…

“Blue…are you okay?” Matthias asked him as the waiter sat them at a quiet table in a nice, secluded corner.

Blue smiled at him and even that little sentiment, it made everything seem perfect somehow…

“Yes, I’m fine. Thank you, Matthias. Thank you for coming with me. I couldn’t ask for better company.” Blue said softly, reaching out to take Matthias’ hands in his on the table.

Matthias blushed with a smile.
“Blue…” he whispered.

Hottest. Thing. Ever. XD!

Mon, 13 Aug 2012 22:31:25 -0400

Hottest. Thing. Ever. XD!

Enchanted Fantasy-Blue's Kiss

Mon, 13 Aug 2012 10:25:57 -0400

Blue sighed happily. “So, have you eaten or taken your medication today?” he asked Matthias.

The brunette blushed furiously.
“I ate earlier with some of my fellow street performers, but that was hours ago. I always forget to take my medicine, though.” he told him.

Blue smiled. “Don’t worry about that. I don’t mind doing it for you, if you don’t mind escorting me to dinner.” he said.

Matthias smiled. “I would love to. Where do you want to go?” he asked Blue.

“I was extended an invitation ages ago to check out a nightclub that’s owned by a friend of my family. His name is Renfle Ave. He owns a place called Club Absolue. There’s no one I’d rather go with than you, Matthias, if you will allow me.” Blue told him.

Matthias nodded. “Sounds wonderful. I’d love to go.” he told him.

Blue nodded, understanding completely. Matthias sat down and watched Blue thoughtfully as he prepared his medication, Blue watching him intently as he decided where he wanted him to inject the needle.

Unbuttoning his shirt to the waist, Matthias resigned himself to his fate, allowing Blue to give him his medication, just below his bellybutton, wincing from the pain.

Matthias shared Blue’s sigh as the blonde knelt before him, kissing him tenderly where he had injured him, seemingly reluctant to return to his feet.

“Your skin is so soft and warm here, Matthias…so very tempting…” Blue breathed out.

Matthias watched Blue with widened eyes as he caressed Matthias’ stomach and waist affectionately, his long fingers fluttering further down, across his thighs and other places.

The two men’s eyes met and held as Matthias bit his lip to keep from groaning out loud, Blue’s eyes darkening as he felt the unmistakeable evidence of the brunette’s arousal.

“Blue…” he whispered.

Blue groaned. “You feel amazing, gods…but I really want to have dinner with you. I hope you’ll forgive me for that.” he told him.

Matthias smiled. “Kiss me and I’ll forgive you anything.” he said.

Blue smiled, more than happy to oblige. The two men fell into each other’s embrace, their kiss sweet, deep and passionate, wanting each other desperately…

My favorite picture EVER of Riker Lynch and Curt Mega! Curt Mega...

Thu, 09 Aug 2012 18:59:44 -0400

My favorite picture EVER of Riker Lynch and Curt Mega! Curt Mega portrays Matthias Sherry in my Paris fiction series, an aspiring singer-songwriter who falls for the mysterious Blue Devon!

This handsome man…is the inspiration for the character I...

Thu, 09 Aug 2012 18:54:06 -0400

This handsome man…is the inspiration for the character I created for my Paris fiction series. His name is Riker Lynch and his character is Blue Devon, a crime syndicate enforcer who falls in love with Matthias Sherry, an inspiring singer-songwriter!

Enchanted Fantasy-Blue's Forgiveness

Wed, 08 Aug 2012 01:08:59 -0400

He hoped that Blue would be okay with what he had done while he was gone. Hell, Blue probably hadn’t even expected that he would be there when he returned, Matthias thought.

It was a small gesture, for him to clean up while the blonde was gone, even though the place wasn’t his, gathering all the wine bottles scattered about and washing the few dishes that sat in the sink.

He hadn’t been sure exactly when Blue would return, but guessed it might be late, so he had left a few hours after Blue’s departure. Having gone downstairs to his own small abode, Matthias took a long, leisurely shower, remembering how good Blue’s hands had felt on him, and the possibility of more.

He got dressed and went out for the day, making his meager wages by sitting in with various street musicians here and there, Rakuen thankfully nowhere in sight.

His fellow performers were more than happy to share with him, his singing always garnering a large audience. He thanked them by sharing a meal with them at days end, enjoying their companionship at a noisy cafe.

“Something’s different about you, Matthias…I’m not sure what it is, but it certainly agrees with you whatever it is.” one of them commented, a frequent duet partner that had insisted that they become friends.

Matthias was grateful that he had made a handful of friends in Paris, hoping to count Blue among them. The blonde singer intrigued him in too many ways to count, and he found himself waiting almost impatiently for his return.

Had this handsome blonde man, this Blue Devon, made such an impact on him in such a short time, he wondered. He didn’t feel any different, not until he thought about the man in question, about his mouth that was like sin personified and his hands that were practically in a class all by themselves.

He considered leaving for a moment or two, afraid that he had made a mistake, that Blue had just been being nice, and that he would be upset seeing Matthias on his return.

I feel so conflicted, Matthias thought with a sigh. The day felt like it had gone on forever, Matthias deciding to take a quick bath before settling under the covers for a nap. His blankets and pillows even smell like him, Matthias thought, falling blissfully asleep.

That familiar touch once again woke him from his slumber, soft eyes gazing into his opening ones, that smile unmistakeable.

“Matthias…” Blue said softly.

Matthias’ eyes widened as he sat up to face Blue. “Blue! Oh, I’ve missed you!” he exclaimed, embracing the blonde man before realizing he might not want them, the brunette flushing with embarrassment.

Blue laughed. “I’ve missed you too. I’m glad you stayed.” he said, returning his embrace.

Matthias parted from him quickly. “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to say that. I barely know you, after all.” he told Blue.

Blue smiled. “Then I guess we should get better acquainted.” he told him, capturing the brunette’s lips with his own.

Oh yes, he had indeed missed him, missed this, Blue’s possessive embrace, the sweet sweep of his mouth taking everything Matthias had to offer and then some, savoring their kiss as if it were some kind of decadent dessert, unwilling to share with anyone.

“I’ve never done this before, but hoping that you would be here when I came home, I…I bought you some flowers, just because I could and because they reminded me of how beautiful you are.” Blue told him.

Matthias felt tears come to his eyes as Blue presented him with the bouquet of roses, a stunning array of red and pink blooms.

“You shouldn’t say such things…I’m far from being beautiful.” Matthias told him.

Blue smiled, taking one of Matthias’ hands in his, resting it against his heart. “I never say anything I don’t mean, Matthias, and I feel like this all the way to my heart. I hope you can forgive me for that.” he told him.

“There’s nothing to forgive, Blue, nothing at all. No one has ever given me flowers before. Thank you.” he said.

Blue smiled. “I meant it when I said I missed you. I couldn’t get you out of my head today, and I didn’t want to. To see you here when I came home…you have no idea how happy that made me.” he confessed.

Matthias stared at him then. He had no idea what to say. His heart was racing uncontrollably from Blue’s words, not wanting to do or say the wrong things. He wanted to see this smile on Blue’s face always, this smile that enchanted him, that made him unable to look away…